what a bunch of assholes. you somehow don't get used to it. they send their professors to tell me there is something wrong with saying I should have rights. then they talk about a society that is not the society I see in front of my eyes. I can't go outside. everyone harasses me and teams up against me and exploits me in every way at every opportunity. they police my thoughts with physical and psychological torture. they won't stop until my eyes and ears will start to bleed. I am physically raped and mind-raped. everything I do is monitored. as a final insult, if I turn to one of them, they will just be the same lying assholes with the same hypocrisies subjecting my behaviour and speech to standards of a society that does not exist, and permits itself to treat me in any way and then denies any of it even happens.