cops are just boids. yes, but boids are cops. and their hollowness is not their least weapon. they all do the same things at the same time, but they have no awareness of it. and they all talk about the same society, which is not this society. anything you do, they’ll become involved and try to destroy. they are made to show the truth, but they would be the ones to persecute you for saying the truth.

in a fascist collectivism, submission is achieved not only by means of an iron fist, but also through pressure to conform to the group. the mental-health system is a great merging of the two. its very aim is submission to the group, as it seeks to cure those who are singled out as being different. for this purpose, it uses force, confinement, drugging, and various forms of coercion and abuse. but this is not needed if the community exerts enough pressure on the individual to submit to its standards of normality.

when the herd is the police, being rejected by the herd amounts to more than just hurt feelings. in fascist regimes it’s just as much the role of the herd to pressure you into conformity as it is that of the state. the mental-health system is the epitome of this type of fascism. distancing yourself from the herd becomes something that’s persecutable by the herd as well as the system. if the views you express are not those of the collective, the herd can become ‘concerned’ about you. when the herd becomes ‘concerned’, that’s when they are willing to overlook your rights, such as your right not to belong to the herd.

http://1984policestate.blogspot.com/
Writings about The 1984 Police State. The primary methods of such a police state are psychological which in a non-physical setting can be taken to any extreme. the aim is the exploitation of the individual. The individual designated for exploitation is myself. Those around me are enforcers of The 1984 Police State and are there to keep me in line for no other purpose than keeping me in line. They utilize every facet of society against me and they are all impostors. They define what is sane and what is not sane, and have the power to lock me up. They employ the population for demoralization and for breaking me down and keeping me in line, always at specific times and always with ulterior motives. If I stand up to any one of them, everyone else will immediately rush to their defense, not verbally but as bodies at the defense of the police state and to quickly beat down and coerce to submission. They can exhibit a certain sanity within a certain context, but it’s just not the right context and is not consistent with what’s happening around and not consistent with their methods of subjecting me to it, and however many of them can say the same things, it means nothing when they are all the same and all there for the same reasons, and the world of which they speak is just not this one.
The vast majority of the things I am subjected to are merely suggested, and yet suggested in very obvious ways. It’s arranged in a very fucked up way, because they ensure that within their context I seem to be suggesting things that I explicitly say I don’t suggest, while in my context they suggest things that explicitly they’ll tell me they don’t suggest. It camouflages what’s true and what’s not.
The latest clampdown was focused exactly on things I’d already written about: my sanity, my ‘disease’ (I try to demonstrate that my usage of the word disease is more accurate), my breaches from their ‘common-sense’, media literacy/ illiteracy etc. Next it will be something else. As said, the vast majority of it is mere suggestion, and yet it’s always timed exactly to beat me to conformity the instant I step out of line. There are many mundane situations that can be unpleasant or torturous, but in the 1984 police state these are used exactly for purposes of torture and beating to submission.

http://shahargoldpolicestate.blogspot.com/2010/04/as-for-evidence.html
Evidence that I am being shunned. Nothing I write is ever challenged verbally, but only met with corresponding punishments and penalties by the population. Moreover, while there seems to be a refusal to challenge anything I write verbally, there will not ever be any way to avoid penalties and punishments when the infliction of these is required.
 
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Excerpt from Machine Hell

The shit has been in full force for about 9 years, according to the measure of time available. Sure enough, it started the way phases always start: by some deception they’ll convince you that you have some special ability, some special instinct, have been chosen in some way, or in one way or another have suddenly aroused the intense interest of very large masses. This will usually come at times when your life couldn’t seem to get any worse, or you have been denying the nature of your surroundings in your thoughts, and so you’ll be more likely to buy into it. If you do buy into it, instantaneously these great masses begin to systematically take away your freedoms one after another, and it always ends up in total shit and with these great masses just beating you to the ground and teaming up against you and telling you what you are and are not allowed to do in regard to the most intimate details of your life. If you don’t buy into it, they’ll just use more force and will end up beating you to the ground and taking away your freedoms one after another by means of more force. This force can come in the form of intense mind rape, psychological punishments, punishments of the senses, conditioning and endless harassment, humiliation, demoralization, simultaneous rejection by very large masses, simultaneous ridicule by very large masses, rejection precisely by anything you develop any sort of attachment to, coercive involvement by masses in everything you do and everything you think, betrayal by anyone that you have any expectation from or that you are under the illusion that they care about you, obliging you to all kinds of tedious chores, coercive and forceful deceptions combined with the knowledge of the consequences of not resisting these deceptions in very overt ways, extreme self-consciousness due to your thoughts being constantly policed and met with punishments, exploitation of your conscience, exploitation of your fears, exploitation of your trust, subjection by masses to all kinds of moralities, proprieties, and standards of every sort which have nothing to do with the world in which you live, the cold indifference and denial by everyone of everything happening in your life, the killing of hope, the killing of spirit, and the killing of every possible freedom. Or it can come in physical forms: punishments of the body by electric shocks, the infliction of other bodily agonies, and of course forcible confinement, the police, and being beat up.

The entire thing: http://1984policestate.blogspot.com/2010/04/police-machine.html
 
Learn to read. No one is obliged to agree with anything I say, but it’s pretty fucking hard, at this point, not to understand what I’m saying and not to understand that I am perfectly aware of how it would sound within the imposed context of some not absurd world. I operate on knowledge of the world around me. Those around me operate on ideology.

Collective Targeting in The 1984 Prison Colony

They tell contradictory truths, and then expect you to live by these contradictory truths. They are non-entities, and you have to be coerced to live under the tyranny of non-entities, despite being a living thing. They can shift their entire being to accommodate any present requirements of exploitation, and each and every one of the very many of them is just there for purposes of exploitation, while you experience continuity of time and have a certain amount of memory of things prior to the present moment, and yet must live under the tyranny of the insane non-humans that run society and ensure never to allow you to get anywhere. At any moment any one of them can coerce you to live by any nonsensical, contradictory, and incongruent truth, and use their positions of authority to do so.

when the collective seals itself around your every move and every breath, anything you do is treated as a tremendous threat to the collective. they can accuse you of instigating hostility if you exist simultaneous to them attaching themselves to everything you do. and when everywhere you go everyone is the same and all acting like they know you and in correspondence or retribution to details of your life and your thoughts, no freedom is possible. if you don’t want to be accused of ‘preying’ on the collective (which is in fact preying on you), you mustn’t express any views that differ too greatly from the view of the collective, or rather express these only when the timing is right for the collective, because you also don’t want to give the collective the impression that it has taken away your rights and your freedoms, because that’s just another method of preying on the collective.