They attach themselves coercively to everything I do and avenge themselves on me in large numbers for everything I do. They can tell any lie with a straight face and any required pretense no matter how obvious the lie and anything required is enforced by their human semblance. Then they expect me to define myself in relation to things that are defined in correspondence to my life.
They are limited by absolutely no aspects of a self, and so can take exploitation to any extreme and operate by no other logic than that of exploitation. What’s usually exploited is precisely my existential attributes, while they are advantaged by their lacking of such, and then do it precisely in the names of these.
They keep me in everlasting isolation, and being with them is just more prison and more isolation. Every extreme of nothing is just used for more policing. They prey on my doubts, my trust, my feelings, and they use every effect of the relentless targeting for more targeting. They even use it against me that my expectations from them have to be so extremely low. Anything they perfectly epitomize is stretched over any diametrical context, while they are these points of nothing with lots of guns and lots of numbers to whom I must bow and whom I must accept as an ugly fact that just has to be there.
They are fixated in masses on me, while not acknowledging me as any sort of public or authority figure or personality, and use this to restrict all the freedoms I am told I have and which I should have.
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Whenever anything in my life begins to go in any direction, immediately they ensure to bring it back to the path of targeting and policing me as a society and never allowing anything to change paths or to go anywhere. Immediately I will be pursued by anyone that is able to hold any out of context grudge against me for anything, and immediately any necessary context will be brought about, and immediately the story-lines will be made to accommodate the requirement to mark me for something or other and police me as a mob. I will not be permitted any way to avoid this and it will occur with perfect synchronicity.
Everywhere I go I am targeted no matter what. When going anywhere I’ve never been to before, and when encountering anyone I’ve never seen before, I will be targeted according to my relationship with the collective. My relationship with the collective is based on spying on every detail of my life, and I will be policed by this relationship no matter where I go, and will be treated according to that relationship by anyone I had never seen before and anywhere I go that I had never been before. However, if anyone is able to hold any context against me that can work more effectively for purposes of targeting, and certainly if there is any context wherein anyone is able to hold against me something that I had done within some other context and by which they can better justify treating me in the required ways, they will just switch to that context. They constantly just switch to whatever context allows them to take exploitation to the greatest extreme.
I am subjected to overly excessive standards of fairness and equality to them, while they operate against me as a collective. It is necessitated by this setup that I always be the target no matter what, and I am given no space to exist without giving them more reason to target me, which they are always eager to do. Moreover, everywhere I go everyone seems to know me and seems to know every detail of my life, while I’d never seen the vast majority of them. I have to walk around like this everywhere, and I can never know which of them will feel eager to attack me for some detail of my life. This is not excessively fair to me. And it always so happens to be me that’s not permitted any freedoms.